uh.

skang udah slamat sampai di Penang.

tapi koshong nya rase. maybe its bcoz i had wonderful+cheerful days dgn budak2 kecik itu.

Matt finally tinggalkan umah for good. go go Matt!! u can do it. jange manjo sangat. u knew oredi how much ur bros n sis sayey kamu key? strive for the best! size DOESNOT matter ok? i really hope UM will help tranforming him. =)

i'll post the pics from UM next time. Mamat's farewell. hahak. cute ah. everybody was like 'menahan sebak di dada'!

sungguh tak bertenga arini.

but, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHH!! barca mmg layak menang..go go Messi n Eto'o..ape barang MU?? hahahhahaa...

ok, adrenaline pls dun get excited now.

bye.

"gd lk tk cr"

short forms msg by Daddy everytime i texted him about exams. cool x? "gd lk tk cr" actually means Good Luck Take Care!!

*wink*

secret *nearly* revealed!!

alamak!

alert! tlg jangan terkejut dgn ape jua berita2 hangat or khabar angin sekarang..

i'll explain when it explode.

wahahahhaa..

s*it!

p/s: beha, cool. yes.

BERJAYA!

oh, lupe nak announce. sy sudah berjaya tambah berat badan! in two months i gained 4 kilos. now i am 41 kg. oh, sungguh bangga. sungguh n teramat bangga. paling latest timbang smlm. 41 kg!!!!! best best best!

few shots n fun snapping!

arini best. kuar ngan budak2 kecik (my angels la; kaklong,kakyong,aimi,aydil,alya), momi, the brothers, my sista n in-laws (maksud aku akak2 ipar OK?) p shopping brg2 Mat kat Jusco Equine.

aaaaa...adelah snap2 pic. nnt i'll upload in flickr. sure i will! mlm ni or esok lah ye. sbb ngah tunggu giliran nak mandi. panasnye bangi ni. i tot penang panas. tp sini laaaaaaaaaaaaagi panas.

okeh.

short n simple.

taadaa~

Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang by Alyah

lagu ni quite menyentuh perasaan. Layaaaaaaaan je lah k.

nah lirik nye..i think skang lagu ni Top Carta Era kot. best, penyanyi pon cun jugak. he he. kalo nak dengar carik sendiri lah ye~ kui3..

Setiba di persimpangan,
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

Sekali segala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba2
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

p/s: Segala yang berlaku pasti ade hikmahnya. Luka takkan sembuh dengan sekali sapuan ubat, parut takkan hilang sesudah tercalar. hidup hidup hidup. =)

Angel Daku.

enjoiii!!!

she's actually 4 years old. tlg jgn trime pakai wateva she said in the clip. ha ha ha.

Masih Di Sini

well, sbenarnye nak post lirik lagu Masih Di Sini by Niskala, tp sumthing stops me. errr, aku suke dengar lagu tu *yes, lirik touching habis* but thats not what i feel right now. jadi mcm tak kne ngan mood lah. so sape2 nak dengar lagu tu amatlah dialu-alukan, bcos lagu tu best. *and lagu2 lain kump ni mmg best! promo??? suggestion: listen to Nada, 360, Lupa Diri, Wanita. Schhhhwwwwwwwweeettt!*

jadi, ape nak tulis ni..ceh, mentang2 lah takleh tido kan. berangan jetlag. hahaha. ok, lets talk bout Ati Kering. apekah itu Ati Kering? is it Heartbroken, atau Tawar Ati? atau ape2 yang seangkatan. yang pasti its not a good sign. penat tau tak berhati kering ni. ni antara2 soalan2 yang diajukan apabila anda berhati kering;

defmafia_temp: y nk hati kering?
r0ba3Ha r@MzA: i dun want. tp mmg kering
defmafia_temp: how does it feel to be 'hati kering' ??
r0ba3Ha r@MzA: its feels nothing.

yeap, sememangnya bila ati kering ni kite tak rase ape2. macam all the sensitivities atau saraf2 motor, neurons, dendrons *hey, i know science okay* mati. kalu jatoh sakit jugok tapi gak. whahaha. i meant emotionally. so, wats the cure? dekatkanlah Jiwa anda yang Kosong kpd Yang Maha Esa. do it step by step. kalo rase tak seteruk smpi ke situ. then try making friends, and kembali ke kampung halaman, hirup udara segar, hugs ur family members, kalo takleh hug call them. talk to ppl, not to pillows, or bedsheet, or teddies. *beha, dengar tu!*

ahha. selingan sket.

r0ba3Ha r@MzA: it stated j i w a k o s o n g
defmafia_temp: i think...sinonim jah nge hati kering
defmafia_temp: lately...i feel nothing also
defmafia_temp: if i hav a wife...this will be the time when im not sexually active...hahahaha
r0ba3Ha r@MzA: bengong
defmafia_temp: huhuhu

well arih, u maybe right. jadi, kalo kawin u r not suppose to suddenly berhati kering or berjiwa kosong. not if u r a guy. kalu ladies laen la. we have our PMS. *hahak* yeap, we are fading away. terlalu mementingkan ambition. enjoy time dah over. i wish i m back to 18. or 14. or 7. hahaha. buhsan nye jadik org tua. *age does matter. -_-*

ape2 lah post ni. id better stop. harap2 aktiviti esok pagi adalah best2!

love.

p/s: Aliens VS Monsters. uhhh. cant wait! *wink*

fakta ringkas.

or so called short notices yang perlu diumumkan.

1. m now in bangi until selasa kot? yeah, jupo mami n others! budak2, cik A udah datang!

2. my youngest bro dapat matrik UM. Thank God takyah p KMPP. (",)

3. boy is back in Malaysia. Gemuk. hahahhaha

4. i cant sleep. nok kato jet lag bulih jugok sbb Penang key oversea jugok~ hahaha

5. still hadnt finish my report. urghh.

6. we are moving out from Sri Saujana! to a place called -secret- *privacy konon*

7. ati kering? eh? i think so. no, im certain of it. uhh, life's an adventure. relax. beha, u r now at the bottom of a wheel. mungkin esok lusa duk atas lak kan? Amin.

8. nothing new dah. maybe ade. but still keeping it secretly. oh, pray for my success yeah dear friends!!

9. oh i loike Angels n Demons! jatoh chenta once again to Ewan McGreggor. lalalalalallalllaa~

10. Kerol, read my lips..I Q R A M D I N Z L Y bukan J E H A N M I S K I N. *oh im dead if one of them read my blog (prasan siot), aku bukan ko..Heliza's Diary pon follow. chet*

love is not thru the words 'i love u'. i can read it from ur smiles. who's smiling??

-_-

pls dun disturb.

cerita Aina (1)

narrator: aina
aku? tukang type je. =P

cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata, tiada berkenaan dgn yang masih hidup ataupun telah meninggal dunia. sekadar menjadi tauladan dan rujukan untuk masa depan.

Sebelum kawin, bercinta bagai nak rak. Semua panggilan pon ade. Sayang, hubby, intan, berlian, paku, payung, cinta, manje, anje, bucuk, ape2 lahh kann....Pergi sane sini berkepit mcm ade gam cap gajah kat ketiak. Kalo yang same tinggi takpelah, tapi satu pendek, satu panjang. Kepale lekat kat ketiak. hishh, tahanlah plak bau ketiak ye? Makan bersuap, minum satu gelas. Romantik habis...Kalo dlm telepon, mak uihhh, sampai hitam tlinge. ye lah, ckp smpi berjam-jam. Dari duduk, baring, melintang, mengiring, peluk bantal, bergolek-berguling, bersimpuh, tibe2 bunyii tuuuttt bangun cpat2.....cucuk charger. sambung balik gayut. bergolek-golek sampai alamakkkk!! kedit hbs dahhhhhh...-_-. samgup ni p turun cari kedai topup, takde kedai cari atm machine, takde atm machine, cari 7 eleven, sampai la kalo takde gak mintak hp org *tak malu seyhh*. Kalo kuar dating,mekap 4 inci konon nak amek ati. abg, nak beli baju..huihh.smua boleh, nak beli baju dalam smpi sedozen pon okey! tapi abg pilihkan. ee, geli. tak kuase. tak main la jalan2 tepi taman, nak lepak tepi pantai, tapi org lepak petang2, dorang lepak pagi2. sejuukk, abg peluk. adik best je. *ha ha ha*

Baru Kawin, abg sayang balik keje; Sayang, tolong bukakkan pintu, abg balik. Isteri; mekap dah kurang sket 2 inci, sbb bajet dah lari *buat hantaran*, sambut manis je, senyum kambing, harum semerbak, peluk cium tangan sampai tanak lepas, suami busuk pon tahan je. BARU kawin katekan..masak 10 jenis lauk, padahal dalam rumah 2 org je, smua lauk peveret abg, amek ati amek ati, nnt snang nak mintak gelang mas. kalo ari sabtu ahad, mau nye 10 kali tanye 'abg nak minum?', 10 kali sehari gak si suami g toilet sbb minum byk sangat. *same2 amek ati, snang bodek* Mak abg, mak saye jugak. a'ah, family ayang, family abg jugak. Konon nnt giliran balik raye kite osom lah senang. baru adil. kan? Abng-ayang-anje-manje-darling manis je meniti kat mulut tu haaa...

Bile Anak Satu, cahaye mate pertama, buah ati penawar ati pengubat luka, timang2 24 jam smpi tanak letak, naik minyak budak tu haa. tak yah beli baby-court pon takpe. ayah ade sayang mucuk2, ayah tatang ko smpi lengan ayah lebur pon takpe. mak plak samgup bagi kasih sayang tak berbelah bagi. mencurah-curah smpi lupa jage diri sndiri ha. takpe, kan ade baby, demi mu samgup ku berkorban. mekap dah takde, badan dah gumuk, naek sket je.. abg paham sayang, kan baru lepas bersalin. nnt kite p London Weight Management, buang y mane patut, selim-melim balik lah sayang abg ni.



bersambung.....

melatah.

melatah? oops. lebih kurang cam wabak jugak skarang kan? hahaha...tp penah tak korang prasan y kebanyakan org2 melatah ni (termasuklah aku) akan sebut nama mak? TAPI...ikut negeri...meh cni nak bg contoh.. jeng jeng jeng...

PENANG
ohhh mak hang!!

KELATE
oo mok mung!

PERAK
oi mak kaw!! *mak ko COW?*

tapi certain additions..

kalu konon2 anak baru balik dari LONDON
oops..mummy!

kalu AINA
ummmmmii! *kecik ati Mok hau dok..sjak bilo mum ado ummi??*

kalu CIKAH
*oopss, tok reti melatoh lagi*

kalu KAK YAN
1- siputt!
2- badakk!
3- pakcik ayammm!
4- oh, saaayang! *ini dalam kes ade lelaki hensem disekeliling*
5- taik badak!

kalu CAK'ON
hoiitt saya Cak'On!! *ade gak org intro name sdiri time mlatah kan?*


dan banyak lagi..tapi yang tak disebut disini bile aku yang melatah...ngeh3..nak tau cube sdiri...tapi jangannnnnnn~ kang nnt pengsan...hahaha...

p/s: kak yan kate ini smue bukan melatah. definisi melatah ialah apabile tak sedarkan diri tuu..haaa..tapi kire ini pre-melatah...hampir2 kpd melatah dan akan terjebak dlm melatah..

hak hak hak.

post ini disaksikan oleh aina dan cikah kfc.

kak yan: cikah @ cheesy wedges
aaina: asal sebut je masuk. sume die tulis

ha ha ha ha

sekian.

helo.

got few pending posts.

wait ya!

ALERT!!!!

i got these tips from Boy.

alert to all.

Jika anda mengalami petanda penyakit H1N1 seperti batuk-batuk, hidung berair,bersin, lelah dan demam, amalkan etika-etika dibawah untuk mengelakkan selsema H1N1 daripada merebak. Walaupun masih belum dipastikan anda dijangkiti virus H1N1, langkah ini mugkin boleh menyelamatkan banyak nyawa.

Etika Batuk:

1. Elakkan daripada berada di tempat yang sesak.
2. Jangan berkongsi sapu tangan atau tuala dengan orang lain.
3. Elakkan menyentuh muka, hidung, atau mulut.
4. Tutup hidung dan mulut anda dengan menggunakan tisu atau saputangan ketika bersin.
5. Buang tisu, atau basuh saputangan anda dengan segera selepas digunakan.
6. Amalkan rutin membasuh tangan selepas bersin.
7. Palingkan muka daripada makanan dan orang lain ketika bersin.
8. Pakai penutup mulut dan hidung.
9. Segera bertemu doktor jika risau dijangkiti H1N1, terutamanya kepada mereka yang baru pulang dari negara-negara yang dilanda wabak H1N1.

Risalah Etika Batuk ini diambil dan diselia daripada Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia.

Terkini: 1 kes selsema H1N1 telah disahkan di Malaysia. Cegah sebelum terlambat.

silver lining.

finally, m fanatic into something which i think is not going to last forever. ha ha.

oops, back to the title of the evening..jeng jeng jeng..a silver lining has appeared! i've got my EP from Yuna! yeayyy!!! btw, i actually have ol the songs *wink*. but still insist on having the cd. konon2 collection. sgt nice the cover. i think i wud never tear it open. ha ha. buat jeruk. sayang la nak bukak! =P

peace!

y shit stinks?

hahaha...kasar ke tajuk? alah, no worries. m not going to talk about shit anyway. thats one of so many questions in the world that shudnt be asked. agree? contoh lain, nape ore gile tak sewaras kite? or y do langit biru berwarna biru? or knape baju yang sbulan tak basuh bau busuk? and so on.. i've got so plenty or shall i say terrrrrrsangat byk soalan 'bodoh' been asked. n my simple answer is 'aku punye sukkkeee ahhh!' thats rude thou. hahaha. served u rite. oh plis, things happen for a reason, if not then it must happen for many reasonS. y r ppl complaining, when the leftout was nothing that can be repaired. i dont know. uh uh.

be like a rubber ball, my prof said. as the rubber ball bounces back when it hits the floor and keep on bouncing. and dont be like a glass, once u drop it. pecah. berterabur. tak dapek eden nak nolong nya ha..

aku suke org y berterus-terang. sume ore pon suke. tp aku tak suke org y suke buruk sangke kat org. sbb sape2 pon tak suke org camtu. yes, i do agree ppl may have their own opinions on everything. but pls, kne ingat sensitivity certain ppl or anybody are on different levels. i may explode if ppl tell me my friends are shit-headed. but may not if that person only refers to me. *yeah i am a shit-headed girl, so?* thats for an example. u can think urself of more examples ok.

the world is spinning man. nothing stops for u. yeah i walked. a shallow mind will never survive in this huge opened world. a rotten heart can never passed a lover's trust. well, kalau pun niat baek disangke buruk, no one to be blamed. thats God way of making us strong.

walaupun aku tak tegar.

no, im not OK. im nearly K.O.

hah!

life's like shit.

tp masih ade sinarnya. tuu, di balik awan. go away clouds, i need some sunshine.

ya Allah, berilah hambaMu ini kekuatan, sesungguhnya aku tak boleh meluahkan semuanya dlm bentuk perkataan, tp aku pasti Kau memahami isi hatiKu. Ya Allah, pls make me strong.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

ok.

i am OK. ok?

Mommy I LOVE YOU!

dear mommy,

its been a long 22 years,
yeah, u r the one who's been my backbone,
scolded me when i behave like 'oh-no-my-daughter-is-a-devil',
n hug me every time i whispered to u 'i love u'..

i remembered how u combed my hair,
n tied it so that i look cute,
also the time u looked at me when ur done.
mommy, i miss u.

mommy,
i like the smell of ur perfume,
so i'd wear it without u knowing when u r not home
i envy the way u make urself beautiful
as u r always an angel for me

i knew for ages that u wanted me to become somebody
who u can lean on, trust on, be proud of..
n mommy, i promise u
thats wat u'll get..

i will become Somebody,
so as a daughter who loves u as much as u love her,
will do everything for u..
and i'll prove to the world.

yeah, i'll prove to the world.

Read My Lips.

helo blog,

nothing much facts these days ha? hurm..today am a bit moody. oh, maybe becoz of the weather. but i had a finger-licking dinner last night. nasik dalca y best. best, lately i got so many places in Penang which serves delicious food. or i shud start listing all the places in my blog? whaha..i will, bcoz at last i found non-mamak restaurants or stalls yang best bangat! no more mamak ok? except for roti canai. hee..

em, just posted a few pics of my last visit to KL or specifically to Istana Budaya. in my fb waaahh!! thats my 1st time going there thou. and was there to watch Mahsuri. it was mind blowing frankly. erm, maybe the actors and actresess were not as good as i expected BUT the sets..WOW! i managed to snap 2,3 sets before being alarmed. *akak, orang tu suluh2..maksudnye takleh amek pic* uh, who cares! hahaha..met few of the main actors(ess). Vee as Mahsuri was flawlessly-beauty, Azizah Mahzan as Wan Indah was seriously cool~, Wan Darus (i dont know his real name)- erm, Lelaki Melayu Terakhir lah kot. *wink* i queued for a pic with Hans Isaac and was waving (and got replied back) to Dato' Rahim Razali. whahaha.

ooops, i'll continue tmrw. Aina's waiting. chiow!

p/s: i ordered myself an EP of Yuna!

Dan Sebenarnya by YUNA

Oh Bulan..
Enggan melayan diriku lagi
Pabila airmata membasahi pipi
Dan lagu lagu di radio seolah olah memerli aku
Pabila kau bersama yang lain

Adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyumanmu itu
Kau juga menyintai aku

Ku enggan berpura pura ku bahagia
Ku enggan melihat kau bersama si dia
Oh ku akui cemburu
Mula menular dalam diri
Pabila kau bersama yang lain

Adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
Di sebalik senyuman mu itu
Kau juga merindui aku

Pabila kau merenung matanya
Ku rebah jatuh ke bumi
Di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
Seperti ku bernafas dalam air

Adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
Yang masih.. bersemadi untukmu
Dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
Di sebalik senyuman mu itu
Kau juga merindui aku

Oh…

Dan Sebenarnya ..
Dan Sebenarnya ..
Aku rindu ..

Dan Sebenarnya ..
Dan Sebenarnya ..
Aku tak mampu .. tanpamu..

im in Love wif this song. and also her voice. uhh, and trying my best to play this song. gilo, 2 kord jah. cool. u can do it. hahaha..

ooops.

yesterday forgot to switch off my lappy n left it online. sorry to all who's been buzzing. ha ha ha. my fault. =)

p/s: kerol, sorrie..aku taksempat nak upload n send the pics to u yet. sabaw2. aku sndri pon tak sabar nak bercerita ni. hahaha.

n im off to Banding today.

bye.