birthday post!

eip,

well, we have many ways of wishing birthdays. i prefer using blog. hahaha.

epy behday my dearest fren, Encik Hareez. erm, my wish? may u have a wonderful life ahead, being blessed by God and may all ur wishes come true. being a little bit old is not that bad, ur life just started from day 1 again. hahaha.

oh yeah, sorry for being me of which will never wishes ppl's birthdays on time. wahhaa. cruel eh? no lah~ =}

thats all.

p/s: daku terputus internet for almost 5 days kot? there's no way im going to go thru life without internet again!! no! no!! arghh!! suffer giler!!!

afraid.

giler takut for wats coming tmrw. argh.

pls, wish me luck! ak nk bior jd perfect. almost-perferct pon takpe. tak tak..*sederhana dlm idup*..biar esok jadi Nice pon cukup lah.

Amin.

budat2. elp Cik A!bestnya kalo idop cam dorang je...fuuh~

addict.

i am addicted to MILO. yeap. alaaa, y minum Milo anda jadi sehat dan kuat! tapi, i prefer it to be MinumMiloAndaJadiSehatDanLembap! hahahhaa..rentetan peristiwa y membuktikan ak adalah milo-addict.

1. SETIAP kali buat air Milo..tak kire lah 3 in 1 atau pon biase, satu sudu Milo akan masuk ke mulut dulu sblum dibancuh. nyum3..

2. Milo bukan sekadar utk diminum. Boleh juga dimakan begitu saja! uhhm!! buh lam cawan, mkn milo depan tv smbil tgk katun...waaaaaaahhh!

3. Milo dan roti/biskut! gabungan y sangatlah padan. i can eat up to 5 keping roti in a row kalo mkn ngan milo..

4. Milo dalam kek. aaalaaa, kek batik lah tu. ya Allah, sedapnye! n now i actually know how to bake one, thanks to KZairin! semakin menjadi2 kegilaanku ini..

4. 'Bledo' Milo! uyeahh..ooopss! bledo = agar2 laa...Ramadhan menjelang tiba..waktu ni lah bledo Milo memainkan peranan membuat air liur ku tak tertahan dek godaaan..uuhhh...

5. Milo+ susu pekat. Haa! ini resepi Kak Nik (classmate dajah 6) uiit! ingat lagi laa maso Hari Kantin ko gapo, kito jual Milo+susu pekat pahtu mace baked in microwave gitu..jadi bulat2 mace brownies pon ado jugok rasonyo...50sen 1 piece tuuuu!! sedak! sedak!!

6. Milo sbg topping. air coke+susu pekat+ice. then put Milo on top (replacement for Chocolate la nii) hahahaha.

7. mesti order Milo Beng or Milo Kosong or Milo Suam Kurang Manis. (kalao tak order tu maknenye aritu dah 2 kali atau lebih minum Milo)

8. i prefer Milo 3in1 y biase. Not the cereal one, or the Kurang manis one. sbb ak mkn 1 spoon of it sblum bancuh kan? dah confirm kurang manisnye. =)

itu aje lah kot. ade cadangan mempelbagaikan Milo?

=P

oh, thats me! wet-abseiling...best woooooooo!!!

p/s: i found out (statistik scr rawak lah ni) ppl tends to follow or read blogs which have more pictures than stories or y balance. tp mostly wud prefer a pictorial-blog. hhmm...maybe i shud add on more pics? maybe yes, maybe nooo...~ ahahahaha

holoh holoh holohhh~

i went for a blogwalking today. well, its not walking actually. alah, terms, ape-pelah lah kan. blogwalking is fun. chumel je blog2 org laen ni. n im thinking y mine is so dull? bile la nak pecahkan rekod Kerol ni..die dah brape jute follower dah..akunye? whahaha...adeeehh...

eh, no heart feeling eh. sbenarnye aku tak mboh pon byk2 follower. aku mnulis skadar melepas batok di tangga? oh no, bukan bukan.. aku mnulis (typing actually) sekadar melepas rasa d hati. ceh, jiwang plak bunyiknye. uweekk!

weeii, cik Bee oiii! ape ko buat 2 hari ni? tido? yess! dgn berjaya sekali! hahaha..oh sudah ilang sdikit sakit perut ku ini. oh tidak, tiap2 bulan begini mau pengsan gua. tapi takpe, redha. kan? moahaha..maksudnya aku normal la tuu.. ha ha ha ha.

ok esok will be a long day. chaiyok! gu gu ga ga lah wei..tagline tak dapat2..hampeh, ape ingat senang ke? whahahha..takpe2, harap2 mlm ni dpt firasat lam mimpi *ceh, prasan lah ko* whahahha..

orait.

eh paused skejap ja. not m back! minaaammiiiiii...!!! hakuttttoooooooo!!! <<< ahah, sapo ingat this series of Ultraman? *saaaayee!!!!*

p/s: i went back to Kelate n korek-ing all my stuffs; bowoh katil, dale kotok n found 1 nokia 3310 wif a colourful casing of Ultraman, 2 hp cases of Ultraman (1 pink, 1 blue), a plastic bags of stickers of Ultraman (again), n a baby Ultraman's drawings..oh my, cant continue korek-ing..i stopped when i saw my handwrittings in a book saying 'I am Otromen, forever will be'..what the ????? *am i that fanatic of Ultraman before??* hahahahaha...the only thing i rmmber is using Otromen as my nickname in mIRC for ages. thats all. *nearly fainted* hah!

a pause in life.

im putting a pause for a while. consider it temporary ok. susah nk dpt line tenet nowadays. n im craving for new posts!

ok chiow!

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short summary on wat i've done from middle of July until now. ohmy, giler cepat time runs.

11-12 July 09 : VOT Expedition. oh yes, berjaya menakluki Puncak Irau-Anak Irau-Berinchang (susunan ikut tertinggi) well, being amongst the 1st group to reach the peak was great! fewwh!

13-15 July 09: Camping *aaa...sumwhere in Perak* cant reveal yet. but sure is FUN! nnt tgk Episode 2; Gadis Melayu 2. i think it'll be on the 13th of August ni..hahak..

18-21 July 09: i was in my hometown. uh, i love Kelate so much!

well, even if the excitement has been worn out, the memories remain inside. thanks to all! giler-adventure!!

chiow!

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1st of all, THANKS to Awom, Hareez and Kerol!! sioot la korang..kutuk ak kow2 ye..tp takpe..da smemang u are the best candidates who'll neva brag about me. antara calon2 laen ialah Oja, Atiq, Cekgu Fesal and Awin..tp itu lah, hanya anda shj y available. i was sure frustrated when Cekgu Fesal cudnt make it due to his workloads and classes (busssyyy nyeee!) tp takpe..replaced by Awom was marvellous! Cekgu, pls send my warmest regard to ur wife, u sure is RUGI bcoz didnt want to b part of the interview. yelah, ni je lah mase utk kutuk daku kooowww2 punye. just like wat Awom, Hareez and Kerol did! siiooooot dowh! =P

so, i got one big news this morning. one tiny-stupid-minded Anonymous commented on Kerol's blog accusing him being the reason i left my ex-bf. heeelllooooo~ butakah? he's a gud fren, no..he's my BEST fren OK? wat did he do, or we do that makes us a pair of lover? hhm..tak paham aku, dah lah org y accused tu konon2 secret identity..adui..talk to the hand lah ye..org laen pon tahu kami kwn baik since before. fuuh..but its okay, ak tak marah pon if ppl wanna say anything..sbb betul, kadang2 or sesetengah org tu cakapnye (or in this case, typingnye) lebih laju dari otaknye..i've been thru that, many times. hahahaha. ampun yek. kite 2x5, 5x2 jek, tp the diff is ak x serang blog or page org laen. wahahahaaha.. that'll make me 1 point better than u, wahai Mr/Mrs Anonymous.

ok now, back to the REAL world. 1st task is comingg!!! yeah! go get ready Bee, coz u r going to buzzzzzzzzzz there!!

ps: i'm going to Brinchang-Irau tmrw n will be back by Sunday. owh,hiking.sudah lama daku menunggu mu. thanks Awih, kerana mengajak daku n membuat daku membayar utk trip ini. wakaka. u r the best man! thats a fren for! mengajak-ajak di kala bergumbira kan? kan?? takpe, i'll take this as prepation utk 1st task nnt. owh pls dun flat bee. come on Berinchang-Irau!!

for once.

i really hope he's reading this. as me too still picking up with his life without him knowing.

i really hope he's reading this. as i dont kno how to start talking again.

i really hope he's reading this. as he was the best friend i ever had before.

i really hope he's reading this. as i wanted him to cool down by now.

i really hope he's reading and believing in this. as i regret for wat happen. but never i wanted the time to circle back again. no i wont have the heart to feel the pain.

i kno u r moving on. yes, we both. pls take care.

im sorry i didnt have the guts to tell u how much i wanted u to be safe.

i really hope he's reading this. as i wanted him to know, the only one before is only him.

but now, all i ever have are my friends. who cherished each other thru thick n thin. =) i hope u too found friends that'll be by ur side forever always.

take care. coz i do care.

BeBy.

special entry : DURIAN

hahaha..entry ini khas utk pminat2 Durian di luaq sana. best sangat ke durian ni? hhmm?? hanya mereka y fanatik durian boleh jawab...jeng jeng jeng...biaq kecui air liuq hangpa tgk deriyan2 ni ok? hahahahah...ini diaaa....durian Balik Pulau..Ekspedisi Deriyan Bersama Aaina and Cikah!



tgklaaa..tu suma mekna n cikah y mkn OK??

ps: ak tak mkn deriyan. tp mkn lempok deriyan, cok deriyan, pulut deriyan. pelik ke?

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i'll skip the photo-shoot part since i think its crucial to make ppl wonder n wait for the outcomes! hahaha..kan? but it was a very memorable moments lah kan..Nadia and others helped me a lot since aku yang tersangat K.A.Y.U apbl disuruh berposing *alaaaaa mcm tak tau..fav pose aku kan sengih smpi nmpk sume gigi n wat Peace, dorang ckp Hancuss! mcm budak2!*. kwang3.

herm. the one thing that's getting on my nerve skang adalah video shooting for press conference Gadis Melayu esok. hah! hahaha..aku punye lah cramped otak pk nak bagi sape utk diinterview..at lastly, the first 2 person y terlintas were the perfect candidates! 2 of my closest frens y tersaaaangatlah best and my 3rd bro y encem lah!*dun weri Awom, semat bedooh doh!* tp mcm tak challenging since they only wanted to do shooting sekitar KL je..kalo leh dtg Penang kan syok..baru sempoii!!..but ape2 pon i hope the very best of all these ppl..chaiyok2!!! sorry menyusahkan kome..~

i'll update more tmrw!

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erm..rase cam tak excited la nak re-call menda lame2..aiceh waaahhh..tuh la sape suh tak story trus kan? tp takpe...i'll keep on flashing back n updating mane2 y baru..so now, dipendekkan cite ak p lah final selection tu kan..

and...

























i actually got chosen as TOP 12 FINALIST GADIS MELAYU 2!

oh my oh my...!

i know NOBODY. most of them came from area-area KL...bee, be brave. aku tak sangke i'll be here. ffuuhhh! knowing their background, their experiences...adoii...im at the bottom list laa weiiI!!! dah la pendek..sedih gile dowh!!!

BUT,

being wif them wasnt that bad. im the only one who feels bad laaa..they r very friendly, sangat2 baik. cume kdg2 kite lah y rase rendah diri kan..uhuk uhuk....this was wat i mean by 'Itik di reban ayey' in my fb status di other day. =(

oh, let me introduce to u all the finalist. jgn jatoh chenta. hahaha..they r sssssoooooooo gorgeous!!n they've been teaching me KL slanga..well, by adding DOWHHHHHHH in every sentence! i suppose? hahahahha...comei je kan??

ok, ice-breaking time!

ha, ni mase Final Selection kah CHSA. sbelah kiri tu Wana dari Cheras and kanan tu akak aku.

11 of the 12 finalist!
From left; Ak, Lynn, Ima, Zan, Sri, Syaz, Fiqa, Fizah, Julia, Putri and Jasmine.

Group photo!! yeayy..ni mase p pilih kasut utk 1st ever photo-shooting!! cool!!! best jek memilih kasut..tp pinjam je laaahh~ hahahaha..anyway, Thanks BLAY!

okeh! thats all for now! nnt update g..

ps: sedih. name kne tukar. uhhh! i'll announce in next post. tgk sape suke sape tak suke k? chiiow!!

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sambungan ni..

im sorry kalo jln penceritaan tak mnarik..whahaha..tp this is a official announcement lah kirenye kan..~ aku mintak maap sbb before this aku deny je sume soklan2..whahaha...tak tahu camne nak ckp "ya, itu aku lah tuu"...whahah...sorry frens! n cousins, n family mmbers..ok ok, skang ni phase pengakuan okkkk??? hahahaa...=P

title: FINAL SELECTION

pade satu hari...*ceh, mcm cite Sang Kancil n Buaya* ok..erm..aku rase sbulan lepas dah kot (n the audition was wayyyyback 2 months ago) aku tgh tegolek2 sakit pwut (biase ni ratu PMS kaaann)..i got a phonecall around 7 pm..the conversation goes like this;

Caller: Hello Robaeha, saye Kak Rock. TV9, Gadis Melayu. Ko ingat aku tak?
Bee: hah? *mamai2* ye ye..nape tu?
Caller: Awak terpilih sbg top 30, jadi sile dtg utk Final Selection pada 27 June 09 ini.
Bee: hah? *once again tersangatlah mamai*
Caller: oiii, ko ngah tido ke? kat mane ni?
Bee: a..aa...tak..tak..saye kat Penang lah..
Caller: ok ok..camni cik Bee.. the conversation went on...bla bla blaaaaa...

whaaaaaaaaaatttt?????!!!! ape kah ini? aku dpt Final Selection Top 30 Gadis Melayu 2?? wahahahhaa...no no..this must be my dream.. jadi..cheq pon sambung tdoq..wkakaka.. *tersangatlaaaa gadis melayu kan...*

dipendekkan cite *whaha..punyelah nak kejar time*

aku p lah. venue: Concorde Hotel Shah Alam. Tett n Awom accompanied me from evening smpi malam...thanks guys...tersangat2 lah terharuuuuu...wah wah wahh....

nk tgk pic? nak tahu terpilih sampai final ke tak? nak tahu ape aku wat?

nnt k..nak p lunch dulu..wahahhaha!



bersambung..jeng jeng jeng..

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aku dah lupe la details psl ni ni..(n malas nak re-call balik) since the excitement pon mcm da ilang..tak tahu nak start camne..it was like 10 times dah kot i tried to write about this, n yet i cudnt publish any of it..huwwwwwwaaaaa!

ok.

the title should be: GADIS MELAYU?????

ok ok. i did go to the audition. it was held at Cititel Hotel, Penang. hahaha. the interviewer were NurFarahin Jamsari n Jehan Miskin (he's not that Jambuu afterall *wink*). There were about 25+ gadis-gadis y mencuba nasib. I was wif aina (she did the audition too) n accompanied by K Yan n Cikah. We were actually cabar-mencabar n ended up 'YES, Lets go n try out!'. hahaha. i'm not going into details about the audition lah yer. dah basi ni. but we were shocked by all the unexpected questions. I got a math ques on fractions *oh i sucked at math* n baaaaaaaaaaanyak lagi. ok enuff, tgk pic aje lah k. =)

jd, after the audition. kami balik la umah. hoping for none of our pictures or vid kuar tv. whahhaa..mcm lawak je...tibe2...on one Friday..'wei Beha, ko masuk Gadis Melayu keee????'

oopss..

to be continued

Tercipta Untukku

Ungu feat. Rossa – Tercipta Untukku (Accoustic)

menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu
membuatku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku, oohh

banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan
kepada dirimu

reff:

aku ingin engkau selalu
hadir dan temani aku
di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tahu
ku selalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku

sungguh hanya lah dirimu
yang aku cintai
dan sungguh ku kan di sisimu
hingga ku mati

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