eh CHOP!

aku bukan skema.

tapi aku tak suke lelaki pakai rantai. even worse y bertindik tinger. oh, lagi worst y bertatu!

again. bukan sbb skema.

or bukan sbb blagak alim. but its just me.

alaaahh, org lain pon mesti ade guidelines kan? whahhaa..so this is mine, no piercing, no rantai, no permanent-drawing on ur skin okeh!

tapi takde la benci, kalo aku tegur tu maknenye aku sayang ahh. kan? *wink2*

keep it cool.

accessories are not helping, guys!

hati yang terdetik

in our life, u can actually spot the colours that have filled each and every seconds of it. BUT, sometimes are blinded by the beautiful of the shines that we forgot where did it come from. its from FRIENDS.

fuuh. its a looong sentence to finish. fuh.

.........

alamak. ilham ilang. ceh. to be continue. LOL

blessed.

The truth is....
i felt blessed by being born in a big family. i got 8 siblings, where m the 7th, 5 big brothers, sister, and a younger brother. and now the family has been expanding by the added up of 4 pairs of little st cupcakes (plus 1 more coming soon!). so, by the end of this year the total is equal to 17 RamzaS!! well folks, admit it.. that we learned everything, i mean it.. EVERYTHING from our surroundings. and family is soooo much included. we, the RamzaS have been brought together, with well-complete education (i supposed, as normal as other people) planned by momi and daddy and we succeeded in life based on our own chosen paths. im proud being part of my family from day to day, and as time goes by, i realized that they were the one who have been the teachers, my backbone and the machine that taught me, firmed me and shaped me up to become wat i am now. the thing is, i dont know how to thank them. hmm..

=) love u the RamzaS. i really do.

suka hati

my first ever fan!!!

n she's 8 years old!

The Time Has Come

wooaaaaaaaaahhh!!

Jangan Lupa Nantikan...

Final Gadis Melayu Musim 2
5 November 2009

Do the best Girls!!!

p/s: am i being overexcited?? whahaha...

jari seorang chatter.

selamat pagi smua!

im a girl without a plan. not even a single plan in my head. nak tau nape? sbb, ape aje i planned jaaaaarang sangat menjadi. sedih. sedih sangat bile i actually knew when i feel excited on sumthing or anything, i kno it'll neva work out the way i wanted. for example, kalo aku exxxcited gile utk konvo, dah siap prepare everything...then suddenly my bro n sis datang lambat, n i dont even have a family photo, n the day was ssssooooooo killing hot that nobody enjoyed the moment. okeh, itu 1 contoh y simple. sepanjang2 idup aku ni..susah utk aku menunjukkan minat y amat..sbb kalo TER secare tak langsung tunjuk minat...mcm2 jadik nanti..at the end, y frust nye aku..

pernah tak?

1. bile kite plan nak kuar, dah siap pikir (baru pikir ni) nak pakai baju ape, nak pegi mane, nak buat ape..then suddenly tak bleh kuar, kawan tak jadi dtg, dtg lambat, duit tak cukup, kete osak dll.

2. bile dah study gile2 sbb esok nak kuiz..sampai tak tido ni study sbb nak score (konon) tp esok2 p kelas lect kate kuiz batal, takpun lect tu tak dtg trus? (ini daaa berjute kali jadik bile aku serious study so lepas tu aku tak pnah study utk kuiz dah!)

3. bile dalam kereta nak cepat2..dah set time pukol brape nak sampai ke destinasi..tibe2 sume traffic light y tekena dpt merah, kete abis minyak, jln jammed, kwn nak kencing (slalunye aku y nk tekencing) whahahaa...dan mcm2 lagi..

4. bile kite dah rase paaaling elok dah hadiah nak bagi mak..tp die tak suke, takpun tertinggal lam bus, takpun barang tu osak...hahaa..mcm2 ek?

tak nak dah ckp..sbb kadang2..bile aku bercite2 tinggi pon..dah tahu tak kesampaian...isshhkk..tak baek ckp camni kan? tp nak cite je..im afraid of planning..dari smua sudut! memang..sbb my plan neva works. T_T..

berserah pada Allah. thats the best i know. rite?

p/s: ngomel2 je pagi2 ni..hehee...

life's journey. lets discover wats out there.

erti cinta.

earn it. feel it. make it last.

i rest my case

hai folks.

sbenarnye takde idea langsung nak mnulis ni..n i think i've lost my touch. hm....

TAPI

ade 1 benda y i wanted to share wif u guys.

perubahan bermula dgn tindakan.

am i right Mr U-Know-Who?

semua org berhak bersuara.

Organizer kah?

adekah organizer Berjaya??

hari ni dah masuk ari Isnin, 12 Oct 09.

hari ni plan nak amek bus pagi ke Penang. i want to surprise Aina n Cikah n ahli2 rumah ku...
ohohooh...berjaya lah sangat! sume org busy ok??!

pastu nak lepak ngan dorang, n pegi karoke. nak jalan2 kat Queensbay.
lepak, p karoke. 2 kali! siap celebrate behday Kak Zairin kat Hammer Bay. sronok!

pastu nak tido kat katil ku y rase2 mesti dah berhabuk sbb tak bertuan. nak berborak ngan dorang smpi pagi. walaupon esoknya depa keja. wakakaka.
tak tido pon okay kat katil. sbb TERLALU berhabuk. so, tido depan tv ngan aina. uh, berkasih sayang ye kite..mmmuahhh!

pastu, hari Selasa ingat nak p Alor Setar. nak jumpe mak menakan, Ngoh and family. sbb tadi Lily called. i missed her so much.
tak jadi p..=( takde kenderaan available. next time k dear.

rabu? nak g jumpe Abg Zul n warga Dewan Budaya, Pacik Rahmad n geng Bio. nak g pecalele. nak jumpe ramai org. nak tgk teater kat DB.
okei, jumpe Abg Zul, Kak Zah, warga DB, Azmeer n some of fellow frens. tp tak jumpe langsung geng Bio. uhhh..mase sumguh jeles ngan i. ceit.

khamis...nak dah ade kat KL. nak g tgk Live kat studio Shah Alam. yeah.
been there, watched them!uyeah!

Jumaat? Tok Janggut kat UM.
oh, Tok Janggut kat UM ari khamis je, next stop. Aswara ari sabtu.

hahhahaa...apekah? ni kire berjaya ke?

apedaaa....

huh!

kamjad.

ape itu kamjad? oh, carilah di kamus2 bahse pasar ok.

hum.smalam first time aku tgk Gadis Melayu 2, sebagai penonton. aduih, betape awkward nye rase bile kak rock suh sume contestants ready on position dan aku y duduk d kerusi audience y hampir bangun. betapa awkward nye rase bile aku brade di studio tanpa rasa gemuruh y amat menanti elimination tyme. dan betapa burok nye aku nak compare dgn mereka2 di atas stage sane. oh yes, aku ajak kerol pg smalam. sbb die pon 1st time pg studio jadi fair n square lah kan? whahaa.

lyn is back in the game. congrats kak lyn. u deserve it. at least, takde peng-condemn-man terus mnerus on u in the website. yeap, aku sbenarnye dah lemah smangat ni. i dont know y, dari sehari ke sehari, the elimination seemed to take effect on me. huru-hara rasenye. nape? nape ek? aku tau sbbnye, sbb dlm diri kita smua ni tertanam satu sifat nak menang. walaupun slalu merendah diri dan rase tak layak, tp sape2 pon ade keinginan itu. aku pon termasuk skali. i wanna be there, on the stage, every week, to feel the adrenaline rush, to feel getting the imunity, to feel being criticized... adoi..apekaaahh???? dan aku juga dibunuh secara halus oleh komen2 di website. wat have i done wrong? adekah ppl have the rights to like or dislike ppl sesuka ati? hmm..tp ni lah reality nye kan? we have to accept all these things. aku menerima, cuma makin lama makin merudum keyakinan diri ni. dh rase serba tak kena n where the hell goes ME? me myself y telah membawa aku sjauh ini...where r u??? pls come back. m dying here.

tapi, m sure every single soul y masih berdiri di pentas sedang bersiap-sedia utk berperang. ini bukan mase utk main2 lagi ok? u have to show it, sape2 pon y menang, jgn lah smpi disangkal2 org..i know, each n every one of us have our own sparks. just take control and shine. =) chaiyok2!! jgn biar org pertikai kelemahan kite, tapi biar org canang kehebatan kita. nak pgg title Ikon Gadis Melayu bukan semudah yang disangka, tp bukanlah bebanan y perlu ditakuti..semangat tu penting..!


wats next?: status ku di fb. we'll see. =)

ape2 pon. i'll keep on voting for GM2. =) thats the spirit girl!

part of learning.

1. kejayaan tak datang ngan mudah.

2. pay for ur own happiness.

3. life's cruel but it teaches us how to live with it.

4. smiles help a lot!

5. be cool. nobody knew wats in ur head or heart.

6. pengorbanan tak nmpak di mate, sakit di hati, diingat sampai mati, tp kalao disalah erti..dibenci tanpa henti. tp tu lah hakikat idup. explaination n confrontation doesnt work everytime or.... will neva work. KOT.

7. doa, doa, dan doa. =)

8. i love being me. mase mood tgh elok. hahahaha

9. tunjukkan kasih sayang seikhlas mungkin. dan ur life will get better in time.

10. hectic. lagi sibuk lagi bagus. m not a winner anymore, but only one more step to reach for the star. helo star! here i come..

organizer.

hari ni dah masuk ari Isnin, 12 Oct 09.

hari ni plan nak amek bus pagi ke Penang. i want to surprise Aina n Cikah n ahli2 rumah ku...

pastu nak lepak ngan dorang, n pegi karoke. nak jalan2 kat Queensbay.

pastu nak tido kat katil ku y rase2 mesti dah berhabuk sbb tak bertuan. nak berborak ngan dorang smpi pagi. walaupon esoknya depa keja. wakakaka.

pastu, hari Selasa ingat nak p Alor Setar. nak jumpe mak menakan, Ngoh and family. sbb tadi Lily called. i missed her so much.

rabu? nak g jumpe Abg Zul n warga Dewan Budaya, Pacik Rahmad n geng Bio. nak g pecalele. nak jumpe ramai org. nak tgk teater kat DB.

khamis...nak dah ade kat KL. nak g tgk Live kat studio Shah Alam. yeah.

Jumaat? Tok Janggut kat UM.

dah. cukup briefly camni lah plan.

sbb ade org ckp i have no plan in life. so i start with this 1st. ok tak? whahahaha...

=)

p/s: Penang!!! here i come!!!

Untitled.

by Maliq & D'Essentials.

credit to Putri Ramlan for this lovely song.

Ketika, kurasakan sudah
Ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh
Dan ketika, ku sadari sudah
Tak selalu indah cinta yang ada

Mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti
Bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
Salahkah ku bila
Kau lah yang ada di hatiku

Adakah ku singgah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku
Adakah ku sedikit di hatimu
Bila kah ku mengganggu harimu, mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku
Akankah ku sedikit di hatimu

watch the vclip here. u'll definitely love it!

=)

sixth sense kah?

i have no captions for pictures above. but i really miss u girls.

love.

sabarlah..

there's sumthing i wanted to reveal..but let me do this professionally..

1. go n check on tv9's website. if u can read on comments on every episode especially episode 9,8 and 7 (not the comments on contestant). u'll realize 1 nickname being so emotional n roughly accusing me of doing something bad etc. and hate me so much for being such a shorty? *wat a personal attack lah, marahkan my genetic code lah wei*

2. copy the nick and paste it on ur google or yahoo search bar.

3. take a look at wateva lies there. judge and tell me who is making fun of he/her oneself. is it me or that person?

4. kelakar gile kot weiih! hahahahhaa...

p/s: hahak. sorry for making ur comments and feedback so sarcastic. u make me wanna jump from klcc Laughing. pergh!

btw, i am short. n proud of it. n m proud of being me. =)

its not the end.

hye!

"Behind every success there are many failures. If a success is without failure than it has no meaning at all"

hehhe...Julia said Welcome to the club! hahaha..well, im out..! but its not the end of the road yet. this maybe the start. rite?

thanks all for being very supportive..i'm actually surviving bcoz of u out there. mami, family, friends...i love u...!!!!!

i'll keep on updating ok?

bye bye Gadis Melayu 2..i'll be here ok?

Good Luck to the remainings..Putri, Fiqa, Finas, Nadia and Ima..

hearts.

degil.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..memang sy degil, dan suke melawan. sangat degil. dan suke suke suke suke melawan. fine.

thats all.

i need a place to shout out my mind.

urgh.

being all degil is bcoz i dont see things moving the right road. or is it me whose out of the stupid line.

mood: where can i buy those happy mood eh?