Thursday, October 22, 2009

jari seorang chatter.

selamat pagi smua!

im a girl without a plan. not even a single plan in my head. nak tau nape? sbb, ape aje i planned jaaaaarang sangat menjadi. sedih. sedih sangat bile i actually knew when i feel excited on sumthing or anything, i kno it'll neva work out the way i wanted. for example, kalo aku exxxcited gile utk konvo, dah siap prepare everything...then suddenly my bro n sis datang lambat, n i dont even have a family photo, n the day was ssssooooooo killing hot that nobody enjoyed the moment. okeh, itu 1 contoh y simple. sepanjang2 idup aku ni..susah utk aku menunjukkan minat y amat..sbb kalo TER secare tak langsung tunjuk minat...mcm2 jadik nanti..at the end, y frust nye aku..

pernah tak?

1. bile kite plan nak kuar, dah siap pikir (baru pikir ni) nak pakai baju ape, nak pegi mane, nak buat ape..then suddenly tak bleh kuar, kawan tak jadi dtg, dtg lambat, duit tak cukup, kete osak dll.

2. bile dah study gile2 sbb esok nak kuiz..sampai tak tido ni study sbb nak score (konon) tp esok2 p kelas lect kate kuiz batal, takpun lect tu tak dtg trus? (ini daaa berjute kali jadik bile aku serious study so lepas tu aku tak pnah study utk kuiz dah!)

3. bile dalam kereta nak cepat2..dah set time pukol brape nak sampai ke destinasi..tibe2 sume traffic light y tekena dpt merah, kete abis minyak, jln jammed, kwn nak kencing (slalunye aku y nk tekencing) whahahaa...dan mcm2 lagi..

4. bile kite dah rase paaaling elok dah hadiah nak bagi mak..tp die tak suke, takpun tertinggal lam bus, takpun barang tu osak...hahaa..mcm2 ek?

tak nak dah ckp..sbb kadang2..bile aku bercite2 tinggi pon..dah tahu tak kesampaian...isshhkk..tak baek ckp camni kan? tp nak cite je..im afraid of planning..dari smua sudut! memang..sbb my plan neva works. T_T..

berserah pada Allah. thats the best i know. rite?

p/s: ngomel2 je pagi2 ni..hehee...

life's journey. lets discover wats out there.

3 comments:

akuorangbiasa said...

HOPE for the best
PLAN for the worst

i hav like a zillion plans n i plan my everyday life...not to say 1 years in advance or 1 week in advance...dat depends....sumtimes time driving to office pun xdop plan lg but there got to be 'a plan if u hav nothing in ur planning'...n since u plan for the worst...u gotta be prepared for consequences...dis is where plan A B C come into pictures...in the end..you'll realize dat u r living ur life n everyday is a new 'hope' n 'opportunity'

beeRamza said...

eit, when was the last time u commented this long ei? whahaha..thanks, thats the best part of u..which is u always have backup plans, where as im as always will be slow in making up my mind..

hmm..im learning now, u must n got to have plans! uuhhhh....

ejai said...

BeeHa,

Don;t alwiz said to ur self u r slow in making up ur mind..gud that u r in a learning process. Polish it up..:)


"To accomplish great things, we must not only ACT, but also DREAM, not only PLAN, but also BELIEVE.”