Saturday, December 19, 2009

mumble fumble

ak prasan there are some changes in me dalam 2,3 minggu ni..hmm..wheter its good or not i dont really know. tapi tadi ak ade bgtau Aina satu statement which just popped out in my head during our normal conversation.

"Aina, gapo pon hok ak buat loni, ak pasti lebih baik daripado gapo hok ak buat dulu, gapo hok tok molek dulu ak timga, hok molek loni ak teruskan"

n she nodded. yeap. mmg lah manusia ni berubah2...tp nak harapkah good changes adalah benda y paaaling ajaib. susah, ade orang kate u need a miracle to change. tp mungkin skadar provokasi utk mengelakkan kite mnjadi org lain.

Thank God, alhamdulillah..ade benda2 baek y blaku, parallel lah ye ngan tahun baru Hijrah 1431 ni..hijrah ke arah kebaikan. tak banyak tapi insyaAllah, makin btambah. =) i hope everybody has set their own resolutions and stand still till the end. amin.

boring kan? tp tu laa..kpala ni duk pusing2 wanted to right sumthing..tapi otak ak agak boring 2,3 menjak ni..sjak2 eksiden aritu..dah sangat lembek lah ko beha. otak tak cerdas sgt dah. =( i hope this is temporary! urgh!

hmm, n i noticed im a bit pendiam skarang ni. *n y is my entry nih sangat rojaklah bahse!* pendiam=boring amatlah ko beha! em, biorlah kan. kadang2 best jugak jadik pendiam. =) we listened. n learned. baru ak tahu jadik pendiam camne. hahahak. its ok to b silent, but u have to be there at the same time. jgn diam, pastu hilang.

last, ak sayang amat kat budak2 umah ak ni..wow, i can feel the love pourin' baybeehh!! Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah kami kebahagiaan, rahmatMu dan hidayahMu kpd kami...Amin. hehik, tp sorry i cudnt help (economically) since 1st gaji pon tak dapat lagi..sabar k..sabar..hehehe..nnt beha blanje mkn Domino's okeh? mmuah!

11 comments:

Aiman Ariffin said...

people do change but when you want to change, always apply the context "hijrah" in it. Not by movement but change from good to better. Mendekatkan lagi kepada Allah S.W.T

as long as u on that track. Everything will be alright INSYALLAH :) gd luck!

beeRamza said...

thanks Aiman! its very thoughtful of u..=)

insyaAllah, smua perubahan adalah ke arah kebaikan..

akuorangbiasa said...

:-)

kerolizwan said...

ape nih? nak kene sepak? nak kene marah? im not here to say all the thoughtful words or sweet ke ape ke. coz that's not how i deal with you bout this kind of stuff kan. *gaye macam bapak marah anak*

so yeah. listen to me.

you just having rough moment. the truth, everyone does. because you know what. its monsoon season my dear. so yeah. so..stay strong. stop moping around. i know i did. but that's not the thing. the best person to listen to you is aaina, and im glad she did whats best for ya. so from now on.

STARCH UP
CHILL UP

tak suke tengok kau emo emo nih. aku emo takpe.

okay Robaeha?

p.s. aku bace 3x nak paham quote kelantan tuh. :)))

beeRamza said...

awihs: =)

kerol: aiyak! *tundukkan kpl - sbb kne marah* hahaha..thanks babe, u sure kno how to make me laugh! adehh...ye la..ak tak emo dah oke! oh, sorry laa quote ayat bahse kelate tu..whahaha..seb bek paham gak kan?

oh yeah!

starchin' up,
chillin'!!

Anonymous said...

behaa..
its good to change..lebey2 lg kalu beha rs prubahan tu ke arah kebaikan..the rough time yg beha lalui sblum ne mgkin cekgu paling bekesan utk bwk beha ke arah yg lebey baik..n u shud thnks to Allah coz bg beha pengalamn2 tu..

n the most thing u shud take into consideration is that this change is what u really want..from ur gut feeling..n it makes u happy..n people aroun u oso(me happy oso)..ehee..

be proud of urself..
be the change tht u really want to..
n..stop prototyping ur self from others view,from what others said..i think ur view is more clearer la(xclear sile pakai spet)..rite2?

pendiam=pikir=belajar
so xrugi pon duk diam..jimat air liur..ilmu masuk..lgpon bkn slalu beha duk diam..ehee..

kayh..sekian kata2 hikma dr ur fan..ur die hard fan..love u beha..muah3..

kerolizwan said...

hahaha. you know me. keep it simple. life goes on. and yep yep. WE JUST DID IT!

after 3x da paham. try gak ar nak kecek. tapi slang tak macam orang kelantan pun. macam bunyi slang minangkabau pun ade gak

:DD

beeRamza said...

helo Mr Anon,

time kaseh for those kind words. dan pengakuan brani mati anda = die hard fan. *oh my!*

yeap, my gut feelin said i have to change n i did! hehee..thanks again for makin' me feel like wat im duin now is the rite thing.

=) *hey, i think i kno who u r,but i'll keep it mysterious oke?* ahaha..

beeRamza said...

and for u Kerol,

yeah! i love the spirit!! uyeahh! n thank u for spendin time memahami my quote. nnt ak letak y lagi susah ko nak paham.anggap lah macam solving puzzle ok?

=p

WE LIVE, WE RULE!

kerolizwan said...

bring it on. treasure hunt simedarby taught me alot of solving a puzzles. anagram algorithm in fact :)

ejai said...

Dear, dear.. i notice one of the changes, u wrote a lots, skrg ni eh dlm satu2 entry.. heheehe..

Alwizz trust ur heart, don't be afraid to reach out to something new.Go ahead, get ur hopes up even if things turns out differently than u hv imagined.

It seems to me what wears us down the most in life aren't the chances we take but the ones we don't take, the dreams we put aside, the adventure we push away.

So what eva u wnat in life go for it an alwiz remember no-matter what ; TRUST UR HEART

p/s : Great to see wat u r doing rite now & nak jugak la Domino ye:)