Wednesday, September 30, 2009

flashbacks.

Raya 2007

Helow.

i borrowed Finas' broadband and Putri's laptop. n im going to use this precious moments to jot down things in my blog.

well, having my laptop missing is hard for me. n im actually going over all the folders in my external hard disk. so many treasures. so many memories. the old memories will forever remain in my heart.

let me show u some pics of my old times. flashing back tyme!

Raya 2005



the last picture taken of daddy. holding Raudatul Alya Ramza bt Rudynata Ramza. this was taken 4 years back.


hahaha..banyak pic raye lah plak..hm..sedar tak sedar, makin lame, makin tuwe ni kan..raya dah tak seseronok dulu..sbb kite dah tuwe ke? well, transition to become an adult dah smakin trase. adoi..susah, emosi tak stabil langsung kot? hahahahaa...raya, raya...duit raya tahun ni memang mendukacitakan..hampeh tul, tapi ni smua dah dijangke..since awal2 lagi dah dngr ura2 saying that im not going to get any duit raya tahun ni bcoz of entering GM2..aiyookk! tak aci ok! huk!

i still cant sleep. dah nak masuk pkul 5 pagi ni..ade sebabnye..2,3 things bermain lam kpl ni..oklah let me share..

1. aku ni jenis tak menghargai org ke? how shud i show that i appreciate u so much? i cant show it thru actions kot? but truly, i love every single of u..i knew u out there have been supporting me n praying for me..i just dont know how to thank u..n i hope, by doing the very best i can actually pay back ur kindness...

2. congratulations to Amru and his fiancee kak Fatma. may u both have all the blessings in the whole world. n i will, forever always pray for both of u. im sorry for the harsh words Cuyu. its just i cudnt make myself stable when i didnt even know when u were getting engaged. oyat lah spatoh lenkali supaya saim2 tok kecik ati. bukey gapo, sapo lagi saim2 ado? mace tok perlu saim2 plot n seems like u didnt appreciates friendship bilo tkleh share berita gumbira ni. again, im sorry for all the harsh words. i was unstable. gilo tekejuk. but its okay, im happy for u n im sure everybody's happy for both of u. =) but well, this doesnt mean i took back wateva i said in the smses. ati tetap terkilan, tp nok oyat bui ambo doa sokmo ko saim2. so semoga berbahagia. ok?

3. im actually worried about whats going to happen this Thursday. waaaaahhh!!!! pejam celik pejam celik dah masuk minggu ke-9. fuuh! go go Bee! tak tau camne nak boost-up semangat sendiri kadang2...pray for me ok?

4. im wishing everybody Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. tahun depan nak wat plan beraye betui2. n i dont want to miss anybody's house dah! see u next year ok? insyaAllah kalo umo panjaaaaang......♥

5 comments:

akuorangbiasa said...

huhuhuh bahan arkib...precious amat nih

do_usm said...

nice pic wif flower....THANK YOU can show in many kind of way.....

kerolizwan said...

sape cakap you tak menghargai orang tuh? :DD

adamx said...

sblm apa2 terjadi.. sorry beha sbb xbgtau n invite to my wed 2 taun lepas, sorry 4 all things i've said kat akademi memandu er.. 3-4 years back.. sorry xbgtau ttg kelahiran my prince muhammad airell darwish n many more.. sorry if u rasa cam u xappreciate owang.. coz i rlly appreciate u.. as a fren n lil' sis.. gudluck in wateva u do..

p/s: me penah hilang laptop 3 kali.. padahal dah locked smua dah locker.. so i knew how u feel..

ejai said...

UR POSTIVE THINKING & ATTITUDES towards this might enuff to show ur appreciations. Keep on going & put ur UTMOST concentration on this. What u hv gone through so far is quite a remarkable journey and this show how extraordinary person u r. only a few hurdles left to pass through. Insya Allah

LUCK & SUCCESS is for u BEE, & WISH is from me and everyone's who knows u.

Keep on Smiling SoKmO..
BEE positive in evry move. :)
Chaiyuk!! Will keep on supporting u as alwizz..